By: Inspirational Beauty
Randomness. . . . ..
Sometimes I wonder if there is anyone out there that really knows me. Do you ever feel that way? Sometimes all I hear are the words going around in my own head . Something like a washing machine... .hmmm. I wonder if you feel that way to.
Sometimes the world can be a lonely place, even when youre in a room full of people. When you are so introspective you tend to over think at times. but mostly, you just feel misunderstood. Im not sure quite why, but you do. At this moment, all I can hear is the silence....but its not peaceful like it usually is. Its like the calm before the storm.
I can almost feel it bubbling beneath the surface, and I want to stop it before it starts. I am a slave to my own thoughts at this moment, trying to revel in the silence, but stop the wave as it begins to roar.
Is everything I'm experiencing worth it? Are all the losses meant to be replaced? Do I continue to believe that my life will change? Do I wait on my bliss to find me?
Hell.... I am not of this world at times, I go against the grain. The very thing that excites me, pains me. I am a burden to my own existence. I am everything and nothing at all. I am but a little spec, and as large and self serving as the Ocean.
I am amazed by the thought of this all coming to an end, my tears will dry up as salt as I continue to harden just to make it another day. Random thoughts will continue to dance across the screen of my mind. I will continue to give myself completely to my thoughts, I will continue to live in the gray. Until someway ...somehow.....my rhythm returns....
As always. . . .love you guys from the inside out!
Inspirational Beauty!
NOTE TO MEN
When you are in a committed relationship and you have stepped out emotionally with another Woman, understand that whether it progresses to physical or not, the circle of trust has been compromised.
If and when this does happen, if you respect your mate, and what you two have built together cut off contact with this other female. No you can't be friends!
Not because you don't have the right to be, but because it hurts the person you love and who shows you love in return.
This is the difference between someone who is Mature, and someone who is not. We all make mistakes, but its how you handle things before there is no turning back.
If you need someone to talk to, talk to your woman, and if you can't talk with her, try talking to a third party that support you both, because that woman in the street, will take away all of your comforts in a matter of minutes, when it took you years to build with someone who has your back.
Guys. . . .I know it's hard to deal with us sometimes, but look at your options, feeling a little discomfort now, or a world of loss and pain later...
These are just my thoughts..... As always, love you guys from the inside out.
I.Beauty!